It has been quite a long time,
too long until I forgotten the day that means a lot to me,
a memorial that is fading slowly with time....
How I wonder my life would be if I never take the initiative,
how foolish of me for believing so easily,
how stubborn of me for not giving up,
how childish of me to embed myself with illusion,
how it aches my heart until today, until this moment.
but...
no one know, no one care and no one dare...

NOVEMBER 6, 2012. 7.25PM