Remnant of a Fragile LIFE

Feeling, a word that I hear and feel not too long ago.
Friendship, a word I feel more during my solitude life.
This all now belong to nobody else but remnant of memories.
Memories, what is memories? just a simple data that humans store inside the tiny neuron inside their brains.
Simply, we can describe it as a chemical substance that stored within our brain.

What is the incident that changes it all? Is it because of me or because of the changes occurring to everyone?
Lets not guess, lets face to face, eye to eye and chest to chest.
Let us settle it once an for all.
It crave my heart for not being able to feel the joy in learning everyday.
It struck my heart everyday until I started to melt slowly

My only salvation is to seek the kindness from else where,
Kindness that I long for,
Kindness that I lose at here
Forever and evermore.

But,

The more I seek, the more I fall,
The more I fall, the more I feel,
The more I feel, the more I think,
The more i think, the more I hope.
hoping for nothing...
nothing...